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Feb. 12th, 2009 | 06:19 pm
mood: okay okay


Hi All,

This afternoon i had for dinner fish fingers, peas and fries. I had a yoghurt for pudding.

Then i watched doctors on tv and then went on the laptop for a bit and i start to feel a bit of dizzyiness again and it feels like smothering that i cannot breath, does anybody know what i mean by that?

But now i feel  yet again a bit better at the moment as mine does come and go alot. I've also had a lie down and watched neighbours.

I do miss my lover 2 day as we both haven't heard from each other apart from her miss call me twice when she got home from the course, but yet again i will see her tomoz morning or afternoon it depends on her job centre if she has 1 or 2 appointments or not.

Anyway thats all 4 now and i will post again soon.

Susie

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My Morning

Feb. 12th, 2009 | 10:51 am
mood: content content


Hi All,

I didn't feel this bad this morning as i still haven't got my anti depressiants prescription yet, as my mum is fetching it for me.

This morning i had cereal and toast, with cup of tea. I went  on laptop for a bit and i felt slightly bad but not as bad as yesterday or day before so far. I went just down the road to the co op bit and then i walked bk home and got in, but i felt slightly on edge, but not as bad. I went on fb games and its useful.

Thats all 4 now and its a short post to keep update on my moods.

Susie

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Doctors

Feb. 11th, 2009 | 06:49 pm
mood: crappy crappy


Hi All,

I just came bk from doctors earlier and all my blood pressure is fine so the doctor said its difinitly anxiety. I have been prescribed on anti depressiants for my anxiety coz i feel dizzy alot and i hope it helps but my mum will fetch them tomoz for me as i will have to take them in the mornings.

On the way to the docs i had a severe anxiety attack i couldn't move as i thought i was gonna pass out and i had to sit down, so i was 10 mins late for the appointment thats all 4 now.

Susie

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Down the dumps

Feb. 11th, 2009 | 01:10 pm
mood: okay okay


Hi All,

I feel down the dumps sometimes 2day and next i feel fine. Earlier again this morning after breakfast my egg on toast i feel dizzy in the bathroom cleaning my teeth and i feel like i am gonna pass out and am not sure what is triggering it and embarrassing thing is ihad to crawl bak to my bedroom and about 20 mins later i feel fine and then i went bk on laptop and its kinda distract me as i went on some games on facebook.

Then my lover miss called me and i answered the door as i was thrilled my lover was here and we both went to my bedroom & just chat lol,  and my lover got me valentines things ready for saturday and I am excited.

we went for a walk down the co op and round the block holding hands & kissing lol, then we had for dinner was potato cakes, beans & cheese.

Anyway thats all i can put for now peeps lol

Susie

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My Thoughts

Feb. 10th, 2009 | 03:42 pm
mood: blah blah


Hi All,

I am gonna post my thoughts about anxiety:

My thoughts are feel like am gonnna die when i cant breath coz i feel dizzy and its telling me something and not sure what it is.

My other thoughts are going mad, crazy, alone, isolated, and in my brain it tells me i don't know whats going on with my body.

Susie

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Symptons of Anxiety

Feb. 10th, 2009 | 03:38 pm
location: Leicester
mood: lonely lonely


I have symptons of anxiety:

Feeling faint or dizzy
burning sensations
stomache
legs feel like jelly
cant breath
heart raise slow or fast
acheing pains all over
ringing ears

And thats all my symptons and who gets similar symptons like me as i want to make new friends that understand.

Susie

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My Day so Far

Feb. 10th, 2009 | 02:39 pm
mood: annoyed annoyed

Hi All,

I am new member and i decided to create my own blog and am not sure how to invite my friends here and i want a tip how.

This morning i made breakfast egg on toast and then i went on laptop i felt a bit funny and then i went in the bathroom and i nearly calopsed when cleaning my teeth and i had to sit down on the toilot sit and do my teeth and i also had to hold on walls to prevent from falling as i've been told i suffer from anxiety and i think its more severe since then and that i cannot go work or college as I am ill.

Also then i went on wii fit that has helped and then i waited for my lover Lee to come in facebook so i can add her in farmtown but she didn't turn online.

I had for dinner fish in batter, baked  potato, and a bit of salad. I had a yoghurt for pudding and then i went to watch tv the news and then doctors.

Anyway thats all my day so far.

Susie

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